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    2/25/2008

    怪事

    左边的mp3耳机老是往外掉。
    难道我左耳朵孔长大了吗?
    真是怪事。
    2/22/2008

    无论这是什么,都是漫长的旅程

    大年夜,窗外全是炮竹的声响。霹雳啪啦,热闹不已。食堂今天特别地供应元宵,窗口前排了长长的队伍。这种情景似乎有点凄凉。小金鱼和我点了嫩豆腐汤炒鸡肉和泡菜饼。炒鸡肉里有大量的洋葱,肉质也不鲜嫩。我们嚼朝鲜族的甜不溜秋的食物,一边大声地聊天。
     
    我刚从图书馆里借了书。林达写的美国。其中的法律故事被无数老师引用过。但却没有他写的巴黎和生活里的美国来得生动跟令人动容。由我的论文导师编的国经问题专论。还有德语课。很厚的小说,语言罗嗦情节冗长。很像一个人在你面前絮絮叨叨说一些无关紧要又好像有无限含义的话。我很喜欢,虽然常常一不留神就晃过去很长的一段。
     
    我有一次群发短信给同学们,谎称一个朋友要做调查研究,调查的问题是有什么书和作者是对你最有影响的。我没好意思说,其实那只是我站在长长的图书馆的书架前不知道自己想看什么的时候想出来的无聊招数。然后我按图索骥,于是渡过了充实的一个月。其中有一个刚从巴西实习回来的mm告诉我,她对这本叫万水千山走遍的书印象深刻。于是我从某个阅览室书架的最后一层找到了这本又薄又破而且已经变黄的书。我不知道为什么想到这个。并且我想起有个拿腔拿调的女人说她曾经为三毛着迷,长大了突然发现她幼稚得那么彻底。我不知道。她只是提供了过生活的万千种可能性中的一种。我一点也不喜欢那个拿腔拿调的女人。因为她语言尖刻,也不宽容,并且喜欢评判别人——就像我常常做的一样。
     
    真是矛盾。

    Guardians? Huh, and I quote:

    "All Guardians share the following core characteristics:

    • Guardians pride themselves on being dependable, helpful, and hard-working.
    • Guardians make loyal mates, responsible parents, and stabilizing leaders.
    • Guardians tend to be dutiful, cautious, humble, and focused on credentials and traditions.
    • Guardians are concerned citizens who trust authority, join groups, seek security, prize gratitude, and dream of meting out justice.

    Guardians are the cornerstone of society, for they are the temperament given to serving and preserving our most important social institutions. Guardians have natural talent in managing goods and services--from supervision to maintenance and supply--and they use all their skills to keep things running smoothly in their families, communities, schools, churches, hospitals, and businesses.

    Guardians can have a lot of fun with their friends, but they are quite serious about their duties and responsibilities. Guardians take pride in being dependable and trustworthy; if there's a job to be done, they can be counted on to put their shoulder to the wheel. Guardians also believe in law and order, and sometimes worry that respect for authority, even a fundamental sense of right and wrong, is being lost. Perhaps this is why Guardians honor customs and traditions so strongly--they are familiar patterns that help bring stability to our modern, fast-paced world.

    Practical and down-to-earth, Guardians believe in following the rules and cooperating with others. They are not very comfortable winging it or blazing new trails; working steadily within the system is the Guardian way, for in the long run loyalty, discipline, and teamwork get the job done right. Guardians are meticulous about schedules and have a sharp eye for proper procedures. They are cautious about change, even though they know that change can be healthy for an institution. Better to go slowly, they say, and look before you leap.

    Guardians make up as much as 40 to 45 percent of the population, and a good thing, because they usually end up doing all the indispensable but thankless jobs the rest of us take for granted. "

    2/19/2008

    0219

    “我想要能亲吻早晨的阳光。在那里与人交谈,听他们谈论生活和理想。这是我愿意的生活。”
    她在夜里变得感伤。
    她在黑暗中的窄床上辗转反侧。
    她热爱生活中的人们。
    她讨厌任何的谎言。
    她闭眼幻想未来。
    她对白纸倾诉。
    她玩弄手里的香烟。
    她害怕梦中的声响和呓语。
    她想摆脱寂寞。
    她勇敢又懦弱。
    她不假思索又小心翼翼。
    我真喜欢这部电影。